

ThinkingI was thinking of speaking but the words I couldn't come by and I'm sitting and sulking and trying not to cry. You tell me it's getting late and you really should get home, and I am afraid of what you'll realize when sitting all alone. That I'm not really all that good and I'm not what you need that eventually you'll expose the truth and leave me here to bleed. Alone and afraid with my angel wings glued on soon I'll hear those words it can't be too long. I'm trying to find the words that will make you stay. I lost my voice, I don't want to lose my loveThinking
is what I tried to say.


It has to end tonightShe talks of suicide, says she wants to die cause her life has become to much to handle. Her father does bad things and at night she crys. Her life is flickering out like a candle.It has to end tonight
She calls me to her house, late at night she says that it all has to end now. I try to stay calm inside,emotions I can't hide, I have to stop it but don't know how.
Why did he do those things? Did it make him feel strong? Did he fell his anger flow out? Cause she's about to break, and the path she's gonna take, it's gonna cause so much pain now.
That hurt will b


BlackbirdI wanted to die once.I tried to, in my drunkin state find a bridge to jump off .But the two stopped me.Blackbird
I wanted to die twice.I tried to,in my stoned state walk into traffic. But the one stopped me.
I wanted to die thrice.I tried to, in my rolling state take too many pills. But the three stopped me.
I've wanted to die so many times that some would speculate that I'm already dead.
An empty walnut shell carried from spot to spot by different birds. Who awate cracking it open to enjoy the suprise. Ohh poor blackbird the shell's empty


Destroyed, but not defeated...Rejected by the human race, Myself to face, Mirrors scare me, Longing to be free, Beauty lies within, Not on a bare skin, To see what they saw, Is a tragedy when you know my history...Destroyed, but not defeated...
Life has taken me, To the gates of hell, Scared me by memories, Took my joy away, Destroyed a good mind, Before it was even born... To see what they saw, It's hunting me till today...
Saving me with truth, Holding reality too close, Myself to heal, Getting back what is real, They wished me dead, But I'm still here, Th
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